Hey World.
This is my first attempt at a blog. I’ve called it My life I Hell because at times this feels like where I am.
Why write anything? Not really sure but I guess that if it helps me by getting things off my chest then maybe it will help others as well. I have no idea what I’m doing so just bear with me.
I SUFFER FROM STRESS. I’VE ALSO GOT AN ALLERGY TO PETROCHEMICALS.
20 something years ago I got sick. I had no idea why nor what the problem was but I just knew something wasn’t right. At the time I was working away from home 6 days a week and during this time my Brother in Law passed away from Cancer. I just accepted that it was this combination that was making me feel down.
At the time I was working as a Civil Engineering employee driving trucks and operating heavy machinery. 10 times a day I would drive from the gravelpit on the riverbed and up the road about 8 km’s. One day I just found myself pulling the truck up on the side of the road trying to work out what I was actually supposed to be doing. Another time I was lucky enough to stop the truck before I deliberately drove it over the edge of a tall bank. Something made me realise that I had a wife and 2 children that I loved deeply and that I had to be there for them.
Comments are enabled by default, but you can moderate them in your admin panel.
Hey World.
This is my first attempt at a blog. I’ve called it My life I Hell because at times this feels like where I am.
Why write anything? Not really sure but I guess that if it helps me by getting things off my chest then maybe it will help others as well. I have no idea what I’m doing so just bear with me.
I SUFFER FROM STRESS. I’VE ALSO GOT AN ALLERGY TO PETROCHEMICALS.
20 something years ago I got sick. I had no idea why nor what the problem was but I just knew something wasn’t right. At the time I was working away from home 6 days a week and during this time my Brother in Law passed away from Cancer. I just accepted that it was this combination that was making me feel down.
At the time I was working as a Civil Engineering employee driving trucks and operating heavy machinery. 10 times a day I would drive from the gravelpit on the riverbed and up the road about 8 km’s. One day I just found myself pulling the truck up on the side of the road trying to work out what I was actually supposed to be doing. Another time I was lucky enough to stop the truck before I deliberately drove it over the edge of a tall bank. Something made me realise that I had a wife and 2 children that I loved deeply and that I had to be there for them.